Well, first day on the blog and I can't seem to snap my brain out of a dream for two seconds to open my eyes and snooze my alarm. Oof. That's okay, forgiveness is important, even for oneself. New goal is 7:30 A.M.... Tea kettle is on, van power is low so we will have to drive somewhere before we make breakfast. Our alternator gives our battery bank power. I drew a "Praise the Sun and Alternator" sketch yesterday for a mural proposal in the van. Zack (my partner) and I agreed

Currently sitting in my converted Sprinter van home in a vacant parking lot sipping on earl gray tea. Today my thoughts have been foggy and have ranged from panic state of, "Where am I going to make money?" "Why isn't my art making me money?" "I need money." "Maybe I can sell everything I own to make money...wait I already did that. That's why I live in a van..." ...to thoughts of why do I gravitate to colorless things? Am I colorless? Do those things bring me joy? No? Okay,